When you said to him I don't want to talk about it he may have felt awkward for overstepping a boundary. And also further careers I'd like to pursue. Too much like work, I'm burnt out on trying, and I'm too fucked in the head to do anything serious with anybody at this point even if I felt like putting myself out there. Do not send mods pm's or chat requests. The online dating scene is abysmal where I live.
When I diversify, I can enjoy my favorite aspects of each of the people in my life.
But at the end it's just getting that exposure. Some of us are more than content with the idea of never finding "the one", and happily living our lives regardless. Sure, there are people that I can get on with. If I have nothing to say or a project I'm really into is taking up my time, I'm one of those people who forgets to maintain contact.